Not How I Am

by Kathleen Mercado  

Uploaded 20 Sep 2009 — 15 favorites

© Kathleen Mercado

I'm in a music mood.

Again, link follows.

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home?
Come on now
I hear you're feeling down
Well I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again
Relax
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain
You would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb

Ok
Just a little pinprick
There'll be no more aaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look, but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
I have become comfortably numb

(lyrics Pink Floyd "Comfortably Numb")

15 responses

  • Robert Allan

    Robert Allan gave props (20 Sep 2009):

    Heartbreaking image. Very powerful!

  • nö

    nö said (20 Sep 2009):

    it'll just be the tenth time i listen to this song today : )

    perfect

  • Chris Sanford

    Chris Sanford   gave props (20 Sep 2009):

    Don't know how you keep doing it, Kathleen; amazing!

  • Tricia Louvar

    Tricia Louvar said (20 Sep 2009):

    This image breaks my heart, because of the debris in his beard and his lost gaze.

  • Anne Worner

    Anne Worner   gave props (20 Sep 2009):

    omg Kathleen - this just kills me. Not the way life should be. Not.at.all.

  • Scott Heywood

    Scott Heywood   said (20 Sep 2009):

    Sad.

  • Dawn Duffield

    Dawn Duffield (Deleted) gave props (20 Sep 2009):

    Very sad image of a truly broken man

  • John Conneely

    John Conneely   said (20 Sep 2009):

    From tragedy such beauty... wonderful shot!

  • Regenia Brabham

    Regenia Brabham   gave props (21 Sep 2009):

    I can listen to that song over and over. It was my anthem when I was a runaway. Another Powerful image!

  • John Linton

    John Linton gave props (21 Sep 2009):

    Got Milk? OK, that was stupid, but your photo rocks.

  • david ong

    david ong   gave props (23 Sep 2009):

    : (

  • Brent Lessard

    Brent Lessard said (26 Sep 2009):

    you have some beautiful portraits kathleen. inspiring. keep up the good work.

  • Michael Griffey

    Michael Griffey   gave props (4 Oct 2009):

    Veryy powerful & moving - there are too many in the world in his condition

  • Greg Lightbourn

    Greg Lightbourn   said (14 Nov 2009):

    i wonder; what are his thoughts...

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