A Daughter Gives Birth to Her Father

By seanie blue

On 28 April 2008

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A Daughter Gives Birth to Her Father

As we eat ice cream together, the Sandinista and I, we agree we are full of unspooled dreams, surfing our futures with a tune or a ruse, hoping for a break before we get broken, except we are very different: He has a daughter, and I am a zombie.

We dressed our schemes as dreams for two days, and marveled at how we still wait for that break, looming, fortune crouching in the shadows of one more song. But who needs fortune when you have a weapon as potent as your daughter, the piano player?

Why not give her what he’s got?

“You are hostage to the musician in you, Luis, the rebel playing a flame nobody hears. And you don’t want to end up like Mozart.”

Because Mozart died in hell, in a fever, crying disconsolately, lamenting that all his music was written for cash, heartbroken that nobody would hear the music he’d kept inside, just for himself, while he performed like a trained monkey for nobles and royalty, biding his time until he got his break, and the first commission he got without strings attached came with the fever that killed him, and he died terrified, broken-hearted, in tears, and that’s Mozart!

Hold on to it too tight for too long and you will kill the music. So you might as well give it to her. Give her you, everything you’ve got. Surrender, and teach her. Look what keeping yourself to yourself has got you, walking around on a Saturday night with ice cream in your hand. He laughs, of course, but then I say: If I had a daughter, I wouldn’t keep being me.

I film them together, playing together for the first time, the next morning. He’s on guitar, repeating a phrase from a song about revolt, and she’s on piano, trying to mimic his melody. We do this for 37 minutes, the same four-line verse over and over and over, and I tell Luis to change each line’s emphasis, try to trip her up, but Sari follows, hanging in there, until I tell her she’s got to close her eyes and play the song for the band she and I discussed the night before, where a seven-foot Miskito shaman’s daughter out of the jungle dances on the lip of the stage, and a short albino punk from Holland is on the bass with his back to the crowd, and a surfer from Thailand plays the drums standing up as he bounces like a pogo stick up and down: it's time to give them something to chase.

This last bit is whispered in Sari's ear as she follows her father, and I back away but keep the video close on her face: When her eyes open she’s pounding a derivative over the keys, jamming a slightly different tune which her father now effortlessly follows, a surprised smile smeared on his face, and they jam like this for an hour, surrendering to each other and following the music.

This picture we make an hour later, before I go, and I tell Sari she will have to take the music from her father without waiting for him to give it to her by himself, and the expression on his face is a labor pang, as he gives birth to something he thought was his.

In the story My Secret Nicaragua.

20 Responses

  • Audrey Kanekoa-Madrid

    On 28 April 2008 Audrey Kanekoa-Madrid gave props:

    Love it!

  • Jeff Clark

    On 28 April 2008 Jeff Clark gave props:

    Wonderful caption and vision.

  • Brad Flora

    On 28 April 2008 Brad Flora gave props:

    (I like it because, it is) A well written story that compliments the initial feeling of puzzlement at seeing this photo...

  • Chris Whitney

    On 28 April 2008 Chris Whitney said:

    He has given her the love of the music. She will learn to use the gift in her own way. Forces will test her will, but ultimately, if she loves her art, she will do it for mere pleasure.
    Ah, it is always refreshing to open your pics, and read the story inside.

  • Frédéric Frognier

    On 28 April 2008 Frédéric Frognier gave props:

    That's cool, nice capture!

  • Rachel McKinnie

    On 29 April 2008 Rachel McKinnie gave props:

    What Chris said...100%

  • Pilar Coll I Gatells

    On 29 April 2008 Pilar Coll I Gatells said:

    Que tengas un buen sueño y un mejor despertar.
    Me das mucho trabajo con las traducciones, gracias Seanie.
    *Ens veiem!!!!!

  • Mario Scattoloni

    On 29 April 2008 Mario Scattoloni gave props:

    Excellent twist 2 the theme...great 1

  • Michelle Lane

    On 29 April 2008 Michelle Lane gave props:

    Very nice story full of hope for the future and a passing down of the love of music through the generations. At first, I thought this was a picture that told my story. I have recently found myself fighting to get my daughter to stop playing her trumpet (at least in the house)...lol!! Oh, if she had only stuck to the violin a little bit longer!

  • Respect Nature

    On 30 April 2008 Respect Nature gave props:

    Wow blue! amazing as always - Chatwin and Beard got nothing on you bro!

  • Jean Pierre Vacherot

    On 30 April 2008 Jean Pierre Vacherot gave props:

    Original, my vote

  • Pascale Claus

    On 30 April 2008 Pascale Claus said:

    Great

  • Laura Boston-Thek

    On 3 May 2008 Laura Boston-Thek gave props:

    Damn...how do you do it!! Magic with word and image...

  • Karen Zimmerman

    On 3 May 2008 Karen Zimmerman gave props:

    I am shivering and am moved to tears. You are one of only a very few who's poetry greatly enhances your complete and beautiful images.

  • José Fàbrega Agea

    On 9 May 2008 José Fàbrega Agea said:

    Me ha gustado mucho. Very nice. Voted.

  • John Linton

    On 10 May 2008 John Linton gave props:

    Yeah! It rocks!

  • On 11 May 2008 judy fouse gave props:

    Music will out itself. My Mom sang 'Embrace me, my sweet embraceable you' when she was 16 and won the beauty contest 'Miss Tidewater', She won it again the next year. She sang us lullabies and sang tenor in the church choir. My father called her 'A slick chick.'. Me and my three sisters all sang/sing. My niece majored in music as I did, but she played the piano, and now teaches music in high school. And so it goes on. Judy

  • Steve Wilson

    On 14 May 2008 Steve Wilson said:

    I love the contrast. This is perfect!

  • Farras Abdelnour

    On 16 May 2008 Farras Abdelnour gave props:

    fabulous and creative photo!

  • Rogério Freitas

    On 24 May 2008 Rogério Freitas said:

    I agree with Laura...magic with word and image. Voted.

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